Thursday, 23 January 2014


Our little star has arrived! 
Stella Violet was born January 21 at 11:42 am.
8 lbs 13 oz
21 inches of healthy baby girl!

We couldn't be more in love with our precious rainbow baby. 

Birth story to come in the following days, blogging has now become much more difficult! As I type this, my little love is snuggling up on my chest. What a dream come true.

Wednesday, 15 January 2014

39 Weeks!



How far along? 39 weeks and 6 days!!! so exciting!
Total weight gain: 31 lbs.
Maternity Clothes? Barely fitting. So looking forward to my old clothes fitting at some point soon (hopefully!). 
Stretch Marks? None! I couldn't be happier! There's still time for them to show up though...
Sleep? Still awful. I'm not falling asleep until around 11:30 (last night it was 3:30 :|) and waking up either at 3:15, 5:00 or 6:05 completely awake. boooo. 
Best moment this week: Being almost full term!   
Wedding rings on or off? On 
Miss anything? Being able to walk around comfortably. 
Movement? Lots! Especially in the middle of the night, not looking forward to her being awake at these random times in the night soon.  
Food cravings? Still sugar. Oh and chips. yum.
Anything making you queasy or sick? nothing thankfully!  
Have you started to show yet? haha.
Gender: Girl!
Symptoms: major pain in my groin, hips and inner thighs. I literally feel like her head is RIGHT there and is going to fall out when I go to the bathroom. Sounds awful? It is!  
Happy or moody most of the time? So happy! But this waiting game does get taxing at times. 
Labour Signs: Some cramping on and off and lots of pressure down there but nothing exciting to report sadly. I also had bleeding after my stretch and sweep today. So weird to see blood after so long without it!
Belly Button in or out? Out but it is getting more flat and pointed down as she has dropped quite a bit!
Looking forward to: Meeting our little girl!!! Come on Stella!

We had our OB appointment today. It was so disappointing. The resident checked me and I'm 0 cm dilated. It was so discouraging. We had already been told that I was 1 cm weeks ago with the false labour scare and now after feeling more contractions and cramping I'm not even 1 cm. Ugh! She has dropped and my cervix is thin, but I still feel so discouraged. She tried to do a stretch and sweep but wasn't able to get far enough in without me being dilated, it still hurt and still caused bleeding. Hopefully it does something to help speed things up. Anyways, the waiting game continues. In the mean time, I need to try to remember to be thankful for each day since she will be here before we know it!



Friday, 10 January 2014

The Waiting Game


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Well we have officially made it to 39 weeks and 1 day, or January 10, aka my guessed arrival date for our little bundle. It's also pretty official that I lost at the guessing game, although I still have a chance to be right at the weight! My guess there is 7 lbs 6 oz.
As of Monday I have been very much over this whole pregnancy thing. I still love that I am able to do most things with ease (except put on any article of clothing below my waist) but I am so looking forward to meeting our little girl. After all, there is only so much nesting a woman can do before you are just ready. After our false labour scare at 35 weeks, I kicked into high gear getting all of my before baby check list complete. The freezer has been full for weeks (and is now missing over half the muffins since they were so delish, guess that's something I could do while I anxiously wait), all of her personalized items have been made with love and care, her clothes have been washed and organized, the hospital bags have been packed and her birth announcement envelopes have all been addressed. All that's left to do is wait and wonder when she will make her grand entrance to the world.
I never imagined what this would feel like. I always thought I would be having this baby weeks early, especially since that is one of the risk factors with a uterine septum. Now here I am, only 6 days from my due date and I can't think of anything else other than when she will arrive.
Usually Paul and I like to stay pretty busy, have plans for most of our weekends and don't spend too much time sitting around, but since it is so close to our due date, we have nothing planned this weekend. It's a weird feeling! We are going to take advantage of what little time we have left as a couple since next weekend we could very well (hopefully will be) a family of three.
Tonight we will go out for dinner and do some mall walking to try to get this baby moving or at the very least try to burn off some of the Cadbury Fingers I have been eating by the dozens over the last three days in a last ditch effort to take advantage of my guilt free pregnancy eating. Tomorrow we will likely spend the day getting things around the house done, get the hospital bags and car seat down on the main floor, wash the windows and catch up on laundry in hopes that I won't be too far behind on these things when she arrives. Sunday will bring church and a day of relaxation and some football I'm sure. Then Monday the waiting game will be back on!
We are so ready for you Stella!

Wednesday, 8 January 2014

38 Weeks!


How far along? 38 weeks and 6 days!
Total weight gain: 29 lbs! Yikes!
Maternity Clothes? Barely any of my maternity shirts are long enough anymore, it makes me so sad! I'm looking forward to getting back into my pre-pregnancy clothes though!
Stretch Marks? Still none!!! Praying they stay away!
Sleep? Still awful but I am trying to sleep in more these days. It's sad not to get up with Paul and have that special time together in the mornings but I'm barely sleeping a solid hour at night so the couple extra hours in the morning really help!
Best moment this week: My husband getting a now day! It has been crazy cold here and our car wouldn't start so he got to stay home. It was so nice to have a lazy day with him before Stella arrives. 
Wedding rings on or off? On 
Miss anything? Nothing this week, I'm enjoying eating all the 'junk' food I know I will feel guilty about eating post baby. Plus I want it out of the house before she comes and it's no longer cute to gain weight each week. :P  
Movement? Much more subtle now! Baby girl doesn't have much room in there anymore, although she can still rotate. Her feet are usually on my left and bum on my right, but sometimes I get random kicks on the other side! 
Food cravings? Sprinkles on toast. 
Anything making you queasy or sick? Nothing :)
Have you started to show yet? Yes and she has dropped big time!
Gender: Girl!
Symptoms: random head rushes and some major inner thigh pains. ugh! Oh and the constant back pain. It's great... NOT. 
Happy or moody most of the time? happy! But getting so uncomfy and anxious for her arrival that it's hard to be happy all the time. 
Labour Signs: lots of cramping this week and more braxton hicks but no real contractions.:( At my appointment this week they checked me and I'm still 1 cm but my cervix is thinning! At least some positive news. I'm hoping she arrives this weekend!  
Belly Button in or out? way out.
Looking forward to: Meeting our baby girl!!! I just wish I knew what day she is going to arrive. I hate not being 100% prepared and ready. Surprises aren't my thing! :P 

Our Little Girl's Nursery


I finally got around to taking the photos of Stella's nursery. As soon as we found out she was a girl I chose purple and teal as accent colours to our (already painted) grey walls. Little did I know how hard it would be to find purple nursery stuff and teal that actually matched. There are so much different shades of teal, so we ended up having quite a variety in the room of both colours and I think it came together well! Next girl nursery I'm sticking with pink though, it would have been so much easier!

This is the view from the door way. 

Daddy & Grandpa P made these adorable bookshelves for her that I just love.

Looking towards the door, all of her headband clips in a frame that I made. 

Photo collage wall. Looks pretty silly still since most the frames are empty, waiting for her first photos to go into them. The 'S' in the Stella Violet frame is actually upside down. If you compare it to the one above her crib you will see it. It was a total pregnancy brain moment and one that we didn't realize for weeks, but it makes me and Paul laugh so we decided to leave it.

Our change table. The crib and change table were a set that also came with a dresser (it's not being used in the nursery). We have decided to cloth diaper our little girl so our change table had to be set up a bit differently than most. We don't know if this set up will work well for us so it's likely something that will need a bit of tweaking once she is here. 

We decided to have a twin bed in the nursery so I am able to sleep in there on rough nights. With Paul working shift work he won't be able to be constantly waking up and this was the best solution. I am so in love with her bedding. It's the last purchase we made for the nursery, we already had a duvet for her bed but had to buy this set when we saw it. We came across it in Target just a couple weeks ago and it was even on sale. It's perfect!

We had these tissue pompoms at our wedding and I always knew I would do something with them in our nursery when we needed one. This is the one part of the room that I'm not 100% happy with. It looked different in my head and just never really came together the way I had pictured it, but I put TONS of love into it so it's staying up there.


This storage bin is full of cloth diapers. Literally every bin. I have an addiction to their cuteness! Can't wait to see her little fluff bum. The shelf is from Ikea.

Stella got this doll for Christmas from her Grandpa C. I love it! I didn't even know baby stella dolls existed but I am glad she has one already! The letters were purchased at Michael's and I painted them black.

Her crib of course! It's just a simple crib that we had bought months before we were even married. I made the crib skirt, crib sheets, tassel garland and I cut the vinyl lettering with my Silhouette.The garland is one of my favourite things in her nursery!

Her closet! Already fully stocked of the most adorable little clothes (yes the dresser is completely full of clothes too... I know I have a problem!). The top shelf is still serving as storage for us, hopefully this will change as we need those items and find different places for them.

The other side of her closet. This hanging shoe rack for Ikea holds all of our baby blankets.

My beloved Coach diaper bag that I've had since before we were married. It's all packed and ready to go!

There you have it! So much love has gone into preparing this room for our girl. I can hardly believe she will soon be here and using the room (well she will be in the bassinet in our room for the first while). Everyday I am still so thankful for our little blessing and am getting beyond anxious to meet her so soon! 

Thursday, 2 January 2014

37 Weeks- Full term baby!!


How far along? 37 weeks and 6 days! What an amazing feeling. 
Total weight gain: 26 lbs
Maternity Clothes? Of course. 
Stretch Marks? Still none! Fingers crossed this lasts. 
Sleep? so so awful! We have been getting a taste of what sleep with a newborn will be like. One night the dog was up throwing up all night and another night she was up because of the fireworks! ugh!
Best moment this week: Being considered FULL TERM! What a blessing! I never thought I would ever make it this far. Oh and baby staying inside until 2014! We always wanted her to be born in the new year and she listened to us!
Wedding rings on or off? On 
Miss anything? Being able to have a real champagne toast on New Years! Although the sake stuff does taste pretty good ;)
Movement? Lots! Although the movements are much smaller now. A few times it seems like she's almost got stuck in an uncomfortable position and started kicking so so hard. It hurt!! 
Food cravings? Sugar. Yum. 
Anything making you queasy or sick? Nothing!  
Have you started to show yet? haha.
Gender: Girl!
Symptoms: cramps (man I haven't miss them for the last 9 months), lower back pain, my thighs feel like they're constantly getting a work out but thankfully that awful headache has disappeared. Oh and an itchy belly. yuck.  
Happy or moody most of the time? Happy! But I am starting to feel a little sad my big belly won't be around for much longer. I am going to miss it so much! I am looking forward to being back into my real clothes though.
Labour Signs: Daily sharp pains around the bottom of my uterus. Hopefully this means she will make her arrival soon!
Belly Button in or out? Outttt
Looking forward to: Meeting our baby girl so soon!